6 years Today!

January 2007

                                   A chance game of Yahoo pool, and I met the man I would later marry and have a beautiful son with. When I met James that was it. He made me laugh in a way no other person has ever made me laugh. I met my husband for the first time in person, at a Jack N the Box in College Station, Texas in Mid January of 2003.  I had been chatting and corresponding with him for about 6 months before that. He was in the Army and stationed in Korea.  We ended the relationship when he was deployed to Iraq in the Spring of 2003. It wouldn't be until January of  2007 before I would see him again.

                 We Married August 1, 2009. In 6 years  I can honestly say I love my husband just as much as I did in the Photo Above and below! 

August 1, 2009

July 4, 2015

Our wedding wasn't the Biggest, but it wasn't small either. I remember putting on my dress, and all the fuss and commotion that happens in the bridal suit.. I remember taking my dads arm, and walking down the isle. I remember looking at the man I was marring, and the only thought that went through my head was: "I love this man". "How did I get so lucky?"

                   Our Son was Born in Feb 2012. I think our son was the first new born my husband had ever held. I remember being in the hospital with our son, and seeing my husband and newborn sleeping in the chair next to me. I have never been so amazed, and proud.

                     Marriage is not easy. It is not Easy for anyone.. I don't think, and if they say it is.. They are either too young, and have been married less than a year or they are stupid. HAHAHA either way. The melting of two lives into one is never exactly even. At times, I feel like the melt was 60% him and 40% me. So I feel sometimes, I have lost myself! I try very hard to find the me that was adventitious. High Anxiety, and some bouts of depression.. I make this look good lol. Most people would never guess of me.. That I suffer from depression. Most of the time I am very high energy, and upbeat, but when It hits... It hits me hard, and like a Iron wall. It is my husband that keeps me centered.. Without him... well I'm not even going to go at the thought of life without Jim. 

                       Just like every woman, weight gain and creeping age makes me insecure just a bit. Chasing after a now 3 yr old, most certainly keeps me on my toes. But to my Husband James, I love you, and a very Happy Anniversary Baby here's to 8 years together and 6 years of marriage! And to 50 More!